Thursday, November 30, 2006
Morning Moan
Hi guys, it's been a long time. I feel privileged to have moved to the next step...the singles and dating section! Take you time to heal, and there's less of a mark.Quick recap. I broke up with my bf some time ago. It's taken a long time to recover, but I feel normal again. (mind you my definition of normal is very loose).
So...I like this guy. And I know he likes me back. We have only become really good friends recently. It gives me butterflies and I am worried shitless because he is kinda out of my league. It's nice to fall head over heels with someone again, tho...
So, how does this whole.. I like you.. you like me... lets date...lets kiss....lets (well you know). I am so lost and slightly confused. I don't know what's out there...I've broke into pieces and glued myself back to normal so many times. I believe it is in women’s nature to be insecure about things and to over-think or worry about certain things we know we shouldn’t even waste our energy on.
Oh well I guess i just have to go slow and and see how it goes.
but it still hurts every now and then; when I’m feeling down, and having nobody to turn to...
posted by D at 11:59 PM
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