Friday, July 20, 2007
A Daredevil, Not.
I once was a daredevilWas not afraid of almost anything
But of losing what I had, of what I earned
I am now far from a daredevil
Even for trying a speedy gokart kinda freaked me out
But not afraid of losing almost anything, except my dad, and my loved ones
That includes the love from my friends,
that includes the trust from my office,
that includes the trust from those I am trying to help,
that includes the shoulder to cry on
They basically are everything, to me.
I am now far from a daredevil
But I think I am going on the ride and set up the fire
Because I don't think I have to be afraid, this time
Or anytime for that matters
Because the way to find out, is only one
And because I know how it feels to lose everything already
And because, what more to lose now?
posted by D at 5:07 PM
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Communication traffic today:
Traffic one: He said I am too much to handle, while I think I've become less and less demanding.Traffic two: I feel so shitty today I can't think of anything else than crying.
Traffic three: It's some old yet unsolved problems, attitudes, and way of communication. So last night, with all the accumulated problems, I got mad and he got mad. His words were very rude, so I left him alone. He said he's going away, for me.
Traffic four: I am afraid of being alone. He's always been there for me.
Why it seems that the wind blows exactly the same breeze everywhere these days?
Why are there sadness, loneliness, break ups everywhere?
Not to mention my own.
posted by D at 5:14 PM
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