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Monday, June 19, 2006 the beginning of the end This morning the sun is finally shining, that helps to start the day good. Looks like a new day out there, but I'm still hurting a lot, maybe more than before, but the depression has lifted a bit. So I'm hanging in there.I get so lonely here and the days are so long, not much to look forward to. Until now, I am finally able to get away for a while, I am not so happy about that. After living in such tough circumstances for so long, I feel afraid. I can't go back now, I just can't. One thing I've learned in this journey of life is that there are days that all you can do is just put one foot in front of the other and keep going forward. If you do that enough days in a row, somehow things get better. But i miss home already.... you're always ruling in my heart, dad...
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Jakarta - Indonesia I wanna meet people who inspire those around them with their posture alone but break hearts when they dance, people who are brave and sincere, people who know of other languages and cultures and are willing to share their knowledge with me, old books and photographs, music that I have to fall into.... View My Complete Profile
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