Monday, January 22, 2007
Appreciation Day
This morning i discovered one new excitement in life: I woke up as a new person.
As i wrote this, the pages of my past was lingering in my head. It is amazing tho, how life has turned me upside down and yet i'm still here, not allowing myself for giving up, still surviving from every second. A question to ponder, if life is a long searching, in which point will i arrive?
But then i see the future's waiting for me to embrace, i have no choice but to step forward. Knowing on how strong and yet how weak i could be just made me realize the beauty of all misery, and i am relieved that i can still appreciate life even in its most painful part.
We are changing, we are evolving, each cell of our body is regenerating everyday, we are always a new person, with new challenges, new breath, new rhythm...so looking back, cursing and regretting only strains the neck muscles. Living the past is a weak and lonely business i believe, so f*ck it! I'm one step ahead now.
I'm one step ahead to enjoy my life of being alone, and also to appreciate the people i love, people i respect, people who taught me about how precious life is, people who shared me love and care and strength, people who showed me the sweet of sorrow, people who opened my eyes that one of the most important thing to find happiness in life is the conviction of being loved for yourself, or more correctly, being loved inspite of yourself.
Thank you, dearest friends, for bringing the lights for me and for believe in me.
Thank you, you know who you are....
posted by D at 3:43 PM
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